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		<title>Hey!</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 22 Nov 2011 09:27:07 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Looong time since I last wrote. At first I was going to write I&#8217;m closing the blog since I&#8217;m not really writing but I&#8217;ll keep it for days when I feel like writing. I might write in Swedish sometimes. Last time I wrote I was very pessimistic. Today I&#8217;m very happy, as most days. I found [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=bergvagg.wordpress.com&amp;blog=12353645&amp;post=551&amp;subd=bergvagg&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Looong time since I last wrote. At first I was going to write I&#8217;m closing the blog since I&#8217;m not really writing but I&#8217;ll keep it for days when I feel like writing. I might write in Swedish sometimes.</p>
<p>Last time I wrote I was very pessimistic. Today I&#8217;m very happy, as most days.</p>
<p>I found that school&#8217;s fine. I finished my 2 first classes with thet highest grade (one of them only had 2; passing or not passing but still, I passed).  My classmates seem to like me so that&#8217;s cool too. They had a party last night I was supposed to go to but I bailed. Had prayer meeting and when I came home I jus wasn&#8217;t up for it.. It was easier to stay home and talk to GB making plans for different things and writing &#8220;to do lists&#8221;.<br />
Last weekend I spent with Gustaf. Thursday-Sunday. I was a good weekend! I was a bit sad on my way up and not sure about why. All this distance is hard -600km. (actually 577, -I just checked!) But Skype works OK. We can talk and see each other each night, that&#8217;s nice. Next time we&#8217;ll meet will be on my b-day 2,5 weeks from now. Then I&#8217;ll go up to him for like 2 weeks over X-mas and new years eve. It&#8217;s gonna be great! He&#8217;ll have to go to work some of the days but I hope I&#8217;ll be able to study some, since I have a math exam on January 13:th. I think it will be a nice break though and he&#8217;ll have at least a week of vacation. On the 3:rd of January I&#8217;ll go home since I have a lesson on the 4:th. He has half day on the 5:th and day off on the 6:th so he&#8217;ll come here at night on the 4:th. and stay until the weekend&#8217;s over. We&#8217;re planning on a cruise to Finland (Åbo, Mariehamn) for our 1 year anniversary.  Not very fancy but something fun to do. We&#8217;re hoping for some other to come with but if not, we&#8217;ll go by ourselves either or will be nice!</p>
<p>I&#8217;m trying to make plans for my b-day, I can&#8217;t really decide on how to celebrate it.. Well.. Not I have been trying to avoid my studies for way too long haha. Up and away.</p>
<p>Hugs and kisses.</p>
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		<title>Monday</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 22 Aug 2011 11:10:52 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Feels like I&#8217;ve been crying most of my awake time today. I&#8217;m so worried about the new school and everything I have to do before I move. And Gustaf. I&#8217;m mad at myself for not being OK without him. I cry almost every night cuz I&#8217;m so sad. I&#8217;m scared he&#8217;d find somone else I [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=bergvagg.wordpress.com&amp;blog=12353645&amp;post=547&amp;subd=bergvagg&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Feels like I&#8217;ve been crying most of my awake time today. I&#8217;m so worried about the new school and everything I have to do before I move. And Gustaf. I&#8217;m mad at myself for not being OK without him. I cry almost every night cuz I&#8217;m so sad. I&#8217;m scared he&#8217;d find somone else I guess. Thank God for Emma! She&#8217;s always there for me when I need her! &lt;3</p>
<p>Simon&#8217;s getting married upcoming weekend. I don&#8217;t know how to feel about it. It&#8217;s funny.. or not really.. but both him and Iza feels like strangers to me.  I can&#8217;t say I know them. People say they&#8217;d do anything for their families I guess theirs ain&#8217;t like mine. I had people saying they wouldn&#8217;t miss their siblings wedding for a thing but they have a different relationship to their one sibling then I have to the 3 of mine. Family are people you&#8217;re supposed to love no matter what. What if you do not? How am I supposed to love a stranger? They say you have to built friendship. I agree. Right now there&#8217;s no time to build anything. And back in time there hasn&#8217;t been either. All I remeber from when we were kids was when he hit me. Haha. But all siblings does, so that&#8217;s nothing special. I bet I hit my little brother too.</p>
<p>So yeah, I&#8217;m going to Uppsala on Thursday morning. Leaving here on Wednesday to see Emma in Stockholm first. (xD !!!) Then I was supposed to go back here with 4 other guests on Friday. Now they say they will leave on Friday morning at 6. I&#8217;m looking at other tickets to see if it&#8217;s possible to go down on Saturday morning instead. Mom mentioned another couple who&#8217;s going down from Stockholm maybe I&#8217;ll be able to go with them. But I guess I&#8217;ll have to go with the other 4 if I can&#8217;t go with the guys from Stockholm. -Tickets are pretty expensive.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m worried about school. What if I&#8217;m too bad at spelling to become a teacher? Or if I speak the wrong kind of English? Maybe I have too strange sense of humour so that people will misunderstand me and think I&#8217;m weird and don&#8217;t like me. Emma says there&#8217;s no chance it&#8217;ll happen. I guess I should just listen to her.</p>
<p>I guess I just want to stay in bed and feel sorry for myself today so that&#8217;s what I&#8217;ll do. At least for now. Maybe the peroid pains will go away later.</p>
<p>I&#8217;ll have to pack some more stuff and I&#8217;ll go for a workout tonight. At least the workout will make it all better.</p>
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		<title>Uppdatering.</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 06 Aug 2011 21:19:06 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Jobbet e najs, jag trivs jättebra! Synd bara att det är så många mornar att jobba. Jag e ju verkligen ingen morgon människa!! Oh well. Har spendera det mesta av min vakna tid idag i Viken med Madde, jättetrevligt! Blev solbränd hehe. Men det e ok, ska smörja in mig snart igen. Jag flyttar snart! [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=bergvagg.wordpress.com&amp;blog=12353645&amp;post=544&amp;subd=bergvagg&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Jobbet e najs, jag trivs jättebra! Synd bara att det är så många mornar att jobba. Jag e ju verkligen ingen morgon människa!! Oh well.</p>
<p>Har spendera det mesta av min vakna tid idag i Viken med Madde, jättetrevligt! Blev solbränd hehe. Men det e ok, ska smörja in mig snart igen.</p>
<p>Jag flyttar snart! Det känns galet! Antagligen blir det semester i Österrike hos en au-par kompis sista helgen innan jag flyttar (2 veckor från nu). Det känns najs! Har inte träffa henne, Lucia, på nästan ett helt år. Jag var i Wien o hälsade på henne förra hösten i slutet av oktober och sen dess har vi inte setts.</p>
<p>Är riktigt peppad över att flytta! Äntligen börjar plugget. Jag kommer närmre bästaste bästa Emma! -Och Gustaf.<br />
Det känns samtidigt tråkigt att jag ska flytta, dels för att jag trivs så bra på jobbet men också för att det finns en massa människor jag kommer sakna! Vi får se hur det blir med alla relationer.. Jag lär ju inte komma hem sådär överdrivet mycket för att hälsa på. Lär ju stanna där uppe så mycket som möjligt för att spara pengar och får jag lite extra ledigt lär jag åka till Umeå för att hänga med GB och kanske plugga när han jobbar.  Folk lär ju inte komma upp o hälsa på mig sådär överdrivet mkt heller. Men, vänskap borde klara sånt. Får se hur det blir med jobb. Jag hoppas ju såklart på att hitta något där uppe men just nu känns sannolikheten sådääär.. Och leta jobb är nog inte det första jag borde ägna mig åt.  Det känns läskigt att flytta. -Jag ska börja få räkningar! O: Haha!</p>
<p>Inför flytten försöker jag rensa i min garderob och det går sådär.. Jag booorde verkligen gå igenom varenda pryl här (inte bara i garderoben utan varenda tillhörighet jag har) för att sortera vad jag ska ha kvar och vad som ska slängas och därtill, bestämma vad som ska upp till Uppsala och vad som ska stanna här.<br />
Men jo, jag är mer peppad över o flytta än jag är rädd. Det ska bli så himla kul att få ngt &#8220;eget&#8221; och att träffa en massa nya människor! Jag tycker det ska bli kul att börja plugga också, även om jag e rädd att det kommer bli asjobbigt hehe.</p>
<p>Igår va det sista festandet i stan (Helsingborg) innan jag flyttar. Vi sa hejdå till Fille också för han flyttar till Arvidsjaur imorrn, det känns rätt sorgligt.. Men som sagt, jag flyttar ju också så vad gnäller jag över?</p>
<p>Guud vad jag saknar Gustaf!! Jag vill bara gråta. Vi har inte setts på 3 veckor nu. Och innan de 3 veckorna var det 4 intensiva veckor vi hängde..<br />
Just nu är han i fjällen med några barndomskompisar o har det säkert jättemysigt. Jag hoppas att det inte regnar för mycket på dom för dom skulle nämligen tälta. Jag vet dock inte ens när vi ska träffas nästa gång. Antagligen inte förrän tidigast september, det är mycket på g i våra kalendrar. Det känns rätt hemskt att det är så länge till vi ska ses. Får lite ångest över att tänka att vi inte har någon som helst plan på att bo i samma stad, alls. Han har sagt att han flyttar ner till Uppsala när han tröttnat på att åka o hälsa på mig men män säger mycket. Han har ett bra jobb som han trivs med, bortsett från att han har för få semesterdagar enligt hans tycke. Varför skulle han lämna det liksom. Efter att jag börjat plugga kan jag väl i princip inte flytta.. och om jag kunde, Umeå, seriöst? Jag e rädd att jag ska bli deprimerad av deras mörker och kyla och vinter. Och sen kan man inte sova på sommaren för det e bara ljust.. Jag fattar inte hur vi ska palla distansen.. men Uppsala är i alla fall halvvägs till Umeå om man jämför med Skåne, Höganäs.</p>
<p>Nu e det dax för sängen! Puss!</p>
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		<title>Summer.</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 23 Jul 2011 14:11:37 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[It passed 5 weeks since I worked my last day at Brorsbacke. Most of my time since then I&#8217;ve spent with Gustaf. I was up in Umeå working at camp for 2 weeks as I was writing about last time. After that we went to Uddevalla to visit my anunt. It was a great vacation! [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=bergvagg.wordpress.com&amp;blog=12353645&amp;post=540&amp;subd=bergvagg&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It passed 5 weeks since I worked my last day at Brorsbacke. Most of my time since then I&#8217;ve spent with Gustaf. I was up in Umeå working at camp for 2 weeks as I was writing about last time. After that we went to Uddevalla to visit my anunt. It was a great vacation! One of the days we went out to the ocean and laid on the rocks together with the others (most naked) people. Both Gustaf and my aunt plays Irish folkmusic so they had a great time playing together. After the weekend we came down here and spent a week together.  He left last Monday.</p>
<p>We went to Denmark Tuesday. We were supposed to go to Ven, an island between Denmark and Sweden but when we got there, mom, dad, me, Gustaf and a boy of 4 years old called David that mom takes care of sometimes got to the ferry they said we weren&#8217;t able to get home the same day if we left. We went to Helsingör instead, it was a nice trip.</p>
<p>Wednesday morning I started working again this time taking care of Maja. It was only for 1,5 weeks so I&#8217;m finished there now. it&#8217;s been both fun and kinda slow. I enjoyed working with Maja but there were no structure, which I like. We did what we felt like since we had only a few kids to take care of. Some of the days it was only Maja, other days there were 1 or two other kids from Brorsbacke. There were some kids from the other daycares too but we didn&#8217;t plan much together. The weather had been chaning too. It&#8217;s been pretty hot but both sunny and rainy. Maja is easily entertaned so it&#8217;s been kinda slow at times. I feel soo tired in my body after the vacation with so little working out.</p>
<p>I started to work a bit with old people this week too. Next week I&#8217;ll start my schedule it&#8217;ll be fun! I hope to be able to workout a lot too! (:</p>
<p>I got the answer from the school Thursday afternoon. I got into the teaching program this fall in Uppsala!!! xD I&#8217;ll start Aug. 25:th. Yaay! I&#8217;m super exited!! I&#8217;m trying to get somewhere to live, not too worried just yet, I guess I&#8217;ll find SOMETHING! In like 2 months I&#8217;ll be half the way up to Umeå and half way closer to Gustaf! *Tihi!* Speaking of him.. I&#8217;m nt sure of when to meet him next time.. He&#8217;s not coming down for the wedding and I think he&#8217;s going away for trips the weekends I&#8217;m off work.. So I guess he&#8217;ll come for a visit in Uppsala once I&#8217;ve found somewhere to stay hehe.<br />
I can&#8217;t help but wonder what my apt. is going to look like, what to bring and how to use space the best way.. I&#8217;m looking in the IKEA catalog to find furniture and other stuff for it. I want to live in a dorm or collective since it&#8217;ll be easier to get to know people.</p>
<p>A-M is home for a while. Frekdrik was here too until Wed. She&#8217;s leaving tomorrow morning I think. She&#8217;s sowing a dress for the weddig. We had a lot of good talks and it&#8217;s reall nice to have her at home! (:</p>
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		<title>Back in Umeå! ^_^</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Sorry for not writing in so long. I guess a lot&#8217;s been going on. Since I got home from Gustaf I haven&#8217;t had much time off, been working most of the days acctually. Friday the 17:th I worked my last day at Brorsbacke preschool/kindergarten. It was sad leaving but I guess I&#8217;ll be back substituting [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=bergvagg.wordpress.com&amp;blog=12353645&amp;post=536&amp;subd=bergvagg&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Sorry for not writing in so long. I guess a lot&#8217;s been going on. Since I got home from Gustaf I haven&#8217;t had much time off, been working most of the days acctually. Friday the 17:th I worked my last day at Brorsbacke preschool/kindergarten. It was sad leaving but I guess I&#8217;ll be back substituting sometime later. I&#8217;ll be assisting a girl from Brorsbacke 1,5 weeks this summer but it won&#8217;t be the same since we&#8217;re together with 2 other preschools at one of the other preschools and none of my colleges will be there except for one. There will only be a few kids from our preschool too.</p>
<p>I&#8217;ve been learning the job with elderly and been working extra quite a lot. I like it! It&#8217;s fun to listen to the old people most days and it feels meaningful. Sometimes it&#8217;s stressful but I try not to rush. I&#8217;ll work 4 weeks later this summer.</p>
<p>Now I&#8217;m back in Umeå. I&#8217;ve been here for a week and will stay for one more. Next Friday we&#8217;re going to visit my aunt in Uddevalla, not too far aways from Gothenburg.<br />
This week I was supposed to work at camp with indian theme but there were too little kids so I was placed at another camp; trampoline. I had no experience except for jumping at the Eddy&#8217;s trampoline in the US so that was interesting. These trampolines were sooo much better and bouncy than the circled ones you have at home. At first I was just running errands and helping out with the practical things around the camp instead of being an instructor but I did try to jump, a lot of fun! I fell on my face the first day though haha. I can still feel it a bit in my nose. I too lost the bead in my nose ring. <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_sad.gif' alt=':(' class='wp-smiley' />  Tuesday afternoon I got the instructions on how to teach and help the kids to do tricks.  I tried to do some tricks myself and yesterday I learned how to make a somersault all by myself! -I&#8217;m soo proud!! xD Tihi!</p>
<p>The weather has been great all week and I&#8217;ve got a little bit of a brown color and no, not too red! It&#8217;s been so nice! The kids has been good. And the staff&#8217;s been great! It was a pity we didn&#8217;t have a real boss for our camp but we did good anyway. Yesterday we had a big &#8220;fika&#8221; and many of us leaders brought cookies. Since I had a little surprise party for Gustaf Thursday night I had a cake that I brought. Yesterday I picked up Gustaf after work at 5 and then we ordered pizzas to bring to Nydala. We ate and then went for the trampolines. We were jumping for hours. We were a bunch jumping at times and at times it was only me and GB taking turns. Then we went swimming in the lake. It wasn&#8217;t all that cold, pretty nice actually after all the jumping on the trampoline. After gettin&#8217; on dry clothes we took out soap bubbles and sat down on the dock blowing bubbles. It was so beautiful!</p>
<p>Thursday night Gustaf worked late and I made a &#8220;1 month early b-day surprise party&#8221; for him since we&#8217;re not going to be at the same place when it&#8217;s his real b-day. I made blue- and strawberry cake and invited Jim, his best friend over. I had gotten a cake cutter who played the &#8220;happy b-day to you&#8221;-song when you hold it. He also got a poetry diary and a check for a dinner at his choice of restaurant to be used before his b-day next year. When I got here Thursday night I gave him an ewer looking like a yellow bathtub-duck too. -Since he doesn&#8217;t have a bathtub to have a duck in. Jim got him some bathtub toys, also a duck just because we have had the discussion about it before. xD</p>
<p>Today&#8217;s been lazy but we&#8217;re done all our laundry and tonight there will be a party since Jim&#8217;s leaving Sweden for a job in England in like 2 weeks. Next week will be climbing camp for me. I think it&#8217;ll be great! It looks like the weather will be good at least! ^^</p>
<p>Now foood! Ciao &lt;3</p>
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		<title>Life goes on.</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 08 Jun 2011 13:46:13 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve been visiting Gustaf for 1,5 weeks, I came home Monday night. The time up there were real nice! I&#8217;m gonna be a leader at camp 2 weeks this summer so we had some introduction and getting to know each other time. I got to meet a lot of nice people up there! I arrived [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=bergvagg.wordpress.com&amp;blog=12353645&amp;post=532&amp;subd=bergvagg&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;ve been visiting Gustaf for 1,5 weeks, I came home Monday night. The time up there were real nice! I&#8217;m gonna be a leader at camp 2 weeks this summer so we had some introduction and getting to know each other time. I got to meet a lot of nice people up there!</p>
<p>I arrived late Friday night. Sat. I had a class in climbing and things to do with the kids if it&#8217;ll be raining (since one of the camps are climbing camp). It was a lot of fun, but a bit cold.<br />
Sunday we had the day off. Me and Gustaf went to the mall for shopping things for the apt. Looked at beddings, cushions, curtins and kitchen stuff and so on.<br />
Gustaf&#8217;s apt is nice. A lot bigger than what he&#8217;s used to &#8220;a lot of space&#8221; as he sometimes pointed out when we, together was using like 1 square meter haha. Monday while he was working I slept in and then started to clean his kitchen. *Puuh!* It took like 3 hours to clean the shelves, most of them. I tried to organize his stuff but he&#8217;ll have to rearrange later. When he came home from work I was workingout in his livingroom. He said &#8220;to come home to a sweaty woman.&#8221; Haha. I made shiro (Ethiopian food) for dinner while he was resting.<br />
Tuesday I too slept in and then washed and fixed the length of his curtains, then I red for a while. I think we met Jim, his &#8220;BFF&#8221; at night, it was nice!<br />
Wednesday I met GB at his work since he got out early. We were to do some more shopping. We got almost everything we needed and then had a real good homus sandwich with salad! At night we decided to order pizza, which was  sooo good! xD *Nom nom nom!*</p>
<p>Thursday morning at 8 o&#8217;clock I was supposed to meet the other leaders at KFUM/YMCA Umeå for a camp. GB dropped me off and we played a name game; The first person says their name and something that starts with the same letter and making a gesture. The next person repeats the first person&#8217;s name, thing and gesture then say their name and something that starts with the same letter as their name and making a gesture. Then it continues like that. So the one in the end has a looot to remember! Hehe. (We were maybe 50 or something). We had to leave though efter a little more than half of the group said their names, the buss driver had other people to drive. We went by buss to the ferry to come out to the island we were going to. The ones of us that had never been there got to ride a train most of the way. (Took about 15 minutes to walk) Then we got information and started to get to know each other a bit more. We had lectures, games, food and a tour around the area. At night we had some cooperation games in smaller groups. After a night fika (snack) we had some time for praying, and worship. Someone read a few verses from the Bible and so on. Then I talked to GB on the phone. Then I went with a new found friend, Elin to the sauna. My room was in another house like 4 min away and I was too lazy to go and get my bathing suit so I was just gonna borrow a towel and use that one in the sauna but then we realized that the changingroom and showers were the same for everybody haha! Not even me was OK with showering naked together with people from opposit sex.  First impressinon of Emelie: &#8220;She&#8217;s a nudist!&#8221; Haha! So I went to get my bathing suit. It was real nice in the sauna! By the time we got there it was almost full. I went to bed after talking to Elin for a while.<br />
Friday morning we started with first aid and such. In the end we got to act. I had a wound on my arm which looked SO real! It&#8217;s a pity I don&#8217;t have a photo of it!<br />
): One of the other guys got a huge nail throiugh his arm.. I was soo surprised by my own acting though. I thought I couldn&#8217;t act but this time I really took my role and scremed like crazy and after a while started to cry. Haha. Half of the group was &#8220;in an accident&#8221; and the rest of us were going to find the scene and help out. After a while we switched and our group got to help insted of act! It&#8217;s real interesting how you react when you see a lot of what you think is blood and people you don&#8217;t know if they&#8217;re breathing or not!<br />
Second section was leadership and gender, then lunch and another part leadership and gender, then outdoor. We got to learn how to make a fire and build a windsheild. Then dinner, tacos! -Yum! And Gb arrived! ^_^</p>
<p>At night we got to choose if we wanted to paddle out to another island or stay and sit by the bonfire. I was too lazy to paddle so we stayed and sang songs around the fire and grilled bananas with chocolate!<br />
Saturday it was already time to go home! In the morning we played theatre again. We were to discuss different cases. Then lunch,  foto and packing before going home with the ferry. We had a lazy evening. Sunday morning we went to Nydala, where the camps I&#8217;m gonna work at is going to be. I got to know some more people and got more information. We planned a bunch of stuff and got to know the place a little better. Afterward we went to the grocery store and since Gustaf had been in the kitchen all day he we decided to buy pizzainstead of cooking then we watched a movie and ate pizza. ^^</p>
<p>Monday we slept until 11 or something, then finally got up for making breakfast. We went to swim for an hour (I have aching muscles now) and since the weather was so nice we bought ice-creams for the walk home! ^_^ Then we made lassagna! Yum! And I had to pack since there were only 3 hours until my flight was leaving.</p>
<p>I was back at work, working a little extra yesterday and it was real nice, I was a bit confused though and arrived one hour erlier than I was supposed to haha! Today was nice too! It&#8217;s hot out and I really should be out instead of in here. Maybe I&#8217;ll lay down on the balcony with the last episode of One Tree Hill or a book.. ^^ And now I&#8217;ve got my whole schedule for the summer! ^^ Both from the elderly work and the day-care work! -Niiice! I&#8217;ll have a few weeks free from work this summer It&#8217;s gonna be interesting to see how I&#8217;ll spend them. OFC. hoping for a nice summer! ^^</p>
<p>Now something else.. -Love!</p>
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		<title>What a day!</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 17 May 2011 12:17:33 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Last night I was as happy as never before and fell asleep with a huge smile on my face. I woke up and went to work with a big smile, convinced I was not going to be affected of the argue I had with a coworker last Friday. I was so wrong. As soon as [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=bergvagg.wordpress.com&amp;blog=12353645&amp;post=527&amp;subd=bergvagg&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Last night I was as happy as never before and fell asleep with a huge smile on my face. I woke up and went to work with a big smile, convinced I was not going to be affected of the argue I had with a coworker last Friday. I was so wrong. As soon as I stepped in through the door my big smile was gone. It was the worst day of work in my life. Except for the one when I was going to cook sausage and macaroni to like 100 something kids  (2 kindergartens) all by myself.</p>
<p>It was raining when I went to work around 8.50 am. it didn&#8217;t kill my mood though I was happy to be able to go by bike. the rain was not to much and I was a little wet but nothing all that bad. (Nothing compared to Ethiopia!) Since it was so grey and rainy we kept the kids inside which was awefull. The kids fought, bit and hit each other. They were very loud and most of them not very good listeners. At one stage I was all alone trying to watch the 15 kids we had there today, only one missing. It was hard.  You cant keep your eyes on everybody, change diapers, getting puzzles out, read and comfort the crying kids at the same time! The 10 minutes felt like forever.<br />
Except for one of my coworkers, we were all grupmy. The adults were admonishing, yelling and comforting on top of the tension I felt between the other 2 and I. I felt like sitting down to cry in a corner some of the time and I prayed more than once for God to help me not to be mad at the others. As soon as I heard one of the others voice I got so frustrated. It feels like she&#8217;s having a competition with me of who are most popular with the kids. Her voice sounds so artificial and false in my ears. She doesn&#8217;t talk to me neither, always talking to the other coworkers. It also makes me mad because that&#8217;s probably not the case at all.. But I can&#8217;t help but feeling like the other 2 are making a team against me, I know it&#8217;s silly but I don&#8217;t feel comfortable at all!<br />
If it&#8217;s this bad tomorrow too I&#8217;ll have to talk about it with them. I can&#8217;t go on feeling like this. It&#8217;s only 17 days left there (4 weeks including this one) but one of them, one of the others gonna be gone for vacation and I&#8217;ll take her 75% instead and I&#8217;m not even sure they&#8217;ll put in someone to cover my 50%.. It&#8217;s gonna be awful.  Maybe I&#8217;m just stressed since I&#8217;m working so much but it just can&#8217;t be that I&#8217;m imagine all of those things and feelings.. I hope for a better day tomorrow. I&#8217;ll call Emma soon and then probably I&#8217;ll go to take a nap.</p>
<p>Here&#8217;s a song for all of you who have your heart broken btw. I heard it this morning on my ipod and felt bad for all the ones who&#8217;ve gotten dumped. I remember how it felt just like this. Did only find live versions, I guess it&#8217;ll do.<br />
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		<title>Thuuursday! xD</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve had a good week, been working extra &#8217;til 4, 3 days this far. Tomorrow I&#8217;ll work to 5.30. Monday I had the afternoon off  and laid on the balcony in my bikini in the suun most of the afternoon. It was soo nice to relax and to have a short day! +20 degrees out. [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=bergvagg.wordpress.com&amp;blog=12353645&amp;post=523&amp;subd=bergvagg&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;ve had a good week, been working extra &#8217;til 4, 3 days this far. Tomorrow I&#8217;ll work to 5.30. Monday I had the afternoon off  and laid on the balcony in my bikini in the suun most of the afternoon. It was soo nice to relax and to have a short day! +20 degrees out.</p>
<p>GB is at a work party, said he&#8217;d be drunk so I&#8217;ll have myself to entertain tonight Haha. I think I might cook some good food and then take a walk, afterward some online shows (and candy). ^_^</p>
<p>Last weekend Emma was here! Did I tell you? Well she was! It was a good time even though I felt like a real bad host for working  so much! <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_sad.gif' alt=':(' class='wp-smiley' />  She booked the cheapest trip so she got here Wednesday night and left Monday day. I worked all Thursday and was ready for bed when I got home at 9 but I managed to stay up a bit at least. On Friday I worked 6 hours. The weather was real nice on the weekend so we spent a lot of time on the balcony tanning and playing card games and we had a few ice-creams haha. The little ice-cream place down the road is now open on weekends when the weather is nice.  *Nom nom nom!* We also had 2 presentations of our trip to Ethiopia. It went very well actually! We made shiro for the first one and it was sooo goood!! I just want to make some for everyone I knooow haha. We had a little slide show with pictures and tried our best to explain what we did while there and what we&#8217;ve seen.</p>
<p>I talked to Maria this week, it was nice to hear from her again. Lots of talking. Maybe I&#8217;ll meet her when in Umeå since she lives up north I haven&#8217;t introduced the thought to her yet. I was supposed to meet Elisabeth yesterday but since I got extra work we had to cancel. Grandmother turned 92 on Tuesday so after work I went there for a little visit.<br />
Today Nich sent me another message that he misses me/wishes he was still with me. I don&#8217;t get offended or sad or anything but a bit.. tired?  Irritated is not really the right word for it &#8216;cuz I know he does! -How could he not? I&#8217;m the best girl he ever met. How he managed to break up with me is still a mystery. You know.. It&#8217;s okay to feel like you&#8217;ve made a mistake but to be complaining about it to the one you&#8217;ve hurt, how appropriate<strong></strong> is that? I&#8217;m happy to know I don&#8217;t want him anymore. I don&#8217;t mind staying friends but there will never be anything more between us. It would never workout anyway. He&#8217;s not willing to change the way I want him to and I&#8217;m not willing to change the way he wants me to. If the person you&#8217;re with is not good enough for you as he or she is NOW then he or she never will be. You can&#8217;t expect them to change just because you want then to.. That&#8217;s not fair.</p>
<p>Me and Gustaf talked about and read some of our old chat history. He said we&#8217;re more like each other now than back then. I thought; Maybe the real challenge is not to stand the other person in a long term relationship. But to accept and love yourself in the other person?<br />
What do you think about that?<br />
Everyone we meet and talk to, especially the ones we spend a lot of time with changes you and leaves their prints in you, right? It&#8217;s funny. We don&#8217;t know anything about the future. We can make plans but we never know if they will happen. We don&#8217;t know how we&#8217;ll change or who we&#8217;ll meet. We don&#8217;t even know if we get to wake up tomorrow morning. Sometimes I wonder how people really manage to stay together (and to be in love!?) for such a long time as all their lives even though they changed! -Life itself is changing us.</p>
<p>Upcoming weekend I&#8217;ll work a lot again but by this time I think I know it pretty well unless I&#8217;m placed in a new group. And it&#8217;s not 12 hours so it&#8217;ll be fine! Only bad thing is that I&#8217;ll miss the workout Fri, Sat AND Sun. :/</p>
<p>Tomorrow night it&#8217;s only *counting* 2 weeks left &#8217;til I&#8217;ll see Gustaf next time! <img src='http://s0.wp.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif' alt=':D' class='wp-smiley' />  I&#8217;m going up for like 1,5 weeks, it&#8217;ll be greeeat! I&#8217;m so pumped! xD I&#8217;ll see his apt. for the first time. He hasn&#8217;t even showed me a photo of it but he&#8217;s totally exited about it. It&#8217;s his on Monday. He&#8217;s busy cleaning out the apt. he&#8217;s in now most of his time out of work. I guess I&#8217;ll be helping out with some stuff while there when he&#8217;s working.  Me, a housewife Haha! (He&#8217;s hoping I think) I promised to make it dirty so he&#8217;ll have something to do the one day I&#8217;m on camp and he has the day off.</p>
<p>Now; DINNER!<br />
Lööööööv! (:</p>
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		<title>Exhausted.</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 03 May 2011 18:35:13 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m sick and tired of floating around on these pink clouds, it&#8217;s exhausting! I can&#8217;t focus. On ANYTHING.. Sometimes I feel like I&#8217;ve lost my head somewhere. I guess I&#8217;ve been working quite a lot lately and I&#8217;m tired from that too but I don&#8217;t like how I&#8217;m all high on love. I&#8217;m too scared [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=bergvagg.wordpress.com&amp;blog=12353645&amp;post=520&amp;subd=bergvagg&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;m sick and tired of floating around on these pink clouds, it&#8217;s exhausting! I can&#8217;t focus. On ANYTHING.. Sometimes I feel like I&#8217;ve lost my head somewhere.</p>
<p>I guess I&#8217;ve been working quite a lot lately and I&#8217;m tired from that too but I don&#8217;t like how I&#8217;m all high on love. I&#8217;m too scared to be feeling like this! I realized the other day that basically everybody knows about GB.. (And that they&#8217;re probably thinking &#8220;Oh, a new one. -How long is this gonna last?&#8221;) If we&#8217;re to break up I&#8217;m not sure I can handle everyone asking &#8220;How is Gustaf?&#8221; or &#8220;How is it with your BF?&#8221; I know it does no good to think about this but I can&#8217;t help it.. I&#8217;m just like that. I think about things again and again and again. I&#8217;m real scared I&#8217;ll scare him off with my temper or by how I am. I&#8217;m scared I&#8217;ll ask too much of him like I usually seem to do. Not that I&#8217;m not a great person, I know I am but what if he gives up on me before HE realizes I am? He wouldn&#8217;t be the first one.. I&#8217;m too scared to stay and at the same time too scared to go. I do really care for him! If I&#8217;d leave now.. I don&#8217;t even wanna think about what I&#8217;d do to him and what I&#8217;d do to me.. I&#8217;m just really scared. Like.. What if he leaves? -Everybody does sooner or later. I&#8217;ll have to stay, give it a few shots. He might not let go, right?</p>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 01 May 2011 17:41:08 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Went to post a postcard and a package for the US. it was 108 SEK. -Insane!! Others.. I&#8217;ve been working a lot lately but it&#8217;s good when I get the money.. I&#8217;ll need it next fall! I&#8217;ve started to learn the job for the summer, elderly care. I like it. But working with kids is [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=bergvagg.wordpress.com&amp;blog=12353645&amp;post=512&amp;subd=bergvagg&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Went to post a postcard and a package for the US. it was 108 SEK. -Insane!!</p>
<p>Others.. I&#8217;ve been working a lot lately but it&#8217;s good when I get the money.. I&#8217;ll need it next fall! I&#8217;ve started to learn the job for the summer, elderly care. I like it. But working with kids is a bit better.. But I&#8217;m sure I&#8217;ll enjoy working.</p>
<p>The plan for the summer is almost set. I&#8217;ll work at the daycare until June 17:th then one week of vacation. I might to go Gustaf over Midsummer (the weekend after my job finish). I&#8217;ll be in Umeå in 2 weeks since I&#8217;m gonna be a leader at some kids camp. It&#8217;ll be fun too! (:  Around July8:th I (or we) will return to Skåne. Wed. week 28. I&#8217;ll start working at the daycare again 1,5 weeks. Then, finally 4 weeks with the elderly. The last 1,5 weeks in August I&#8217;ll have off too and Simon&#8217;s getting married in the end there. Then school starts and I&#8217;ll finally move! :O -Scary!</p>
<div id="attachment_515" class="wp-caption aligncenter" style="width: 624px"><a href="http://bergvagg.files.wordpress.com/2011/05/tramsbytta.jpg"><img class="size-large wp-image-515 " title="Tramsbytta" src="http://bergvagg.files.wordpress.com/2011/05/tramsbytta.jpg?w=614&#038;h=409" alt="" width="614" height="409" /></a><p class="wp-caption-text">Me and GB @ Easterdinner.</p></div>
<p>Easter with family and GB was great. It was nice to see Fredrik again and have the family all together. This time was OK, I felt no pressure. I guess it was all thanks to Gustaf, if it wasn&#8217;t for him I might have been locked up in my room anxious, writing haha. Sunday afternoon we had family lunch here and then we went to see some paintings in different styles (4 different artists, at least) and have waffles. Afterward we went to Kullaberg, the mountain. We went to the top by the  lighthouse. Since it&#8217;s on the mountain it&#8217;s the lighthouse which is located highest up in Scandinavia (Norden).<br />
I got disappointed at Gustaf for leaving me Tuesday morning when I had taken the day off just to be with him.<br />
His car got 2 broken windows while having it parked in Stockholm filled with furniture by his mom&#8217;s apt. He needed to get new ones to be put in and he felt the need to do it that day instead of the next one, when I was going to work again. -Men with their need to fix problems.. Thing was; the window-fixer wouldn&#8217;t fix it until Thursday morning anyway, so he was in no need of the windows until then. I guess his mom pushed him a bit too because she wanted to go to IKEA, which is in the same town as he was going to get the windows and I guss that after all she felt that his (or their) vacation week after Easter wasn&#8217;t meant to be spent with me but with her and the summerhouse in Båstad. IDK. I was mad the whole Monday night at least.. It&#8217;ll be interesting to get to know his mom though! I&#8217;ve only met her a few times this far. At least she seems nice. He once said his father and his stepmom probably would like me a lot. I added &#8220;unlike your mom?&#8221; his reply &#8220;She doesn&#8217;t like anybody&#8221;. Haha. We&#8217;ll see. (:</p>
<p>It&#8217;s Sunday night and I should be getting something to eat but I&#8217;m to lazy. Parents and David just left for Church. I&#8217;ve been working 7-13 in the afternoon we&#8217;ve been to my aunt who had her b-day party today. I&#8217;m tired. Almost thinking about going to bed but I know I&#8217;ll be awake once I&#8217;ve stepped into it haha.</p>
<p>I&#8217;ll work with kids the most of the hours upcoming week but Thursday I&#8217;ll have 8 hours with the elderly. Emma&#8217;ll come down here on Wednesday and we&#8217;ll spend Wed-Mon. together. It&#8217;ll e great! -No work this weekend (:</p>
<p>Ciao!</p>
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